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New.. [Sunday, September 14th, 2008 @ 11:14pm]

amanda_21a

Hey, im new to this communtiy, and to all ana/mia communities, although i have been ana for few years now.. On and off . Whenever i reach my goal weight, i tell myeslf that i can reward myself with a treat- and that turns into a binge that turns into binging for a week,which turns into a lost goal.

I dont want to get into to much detail on my first post, But i wanted to say hi to everyone and im here to offer support as someone who has experienced every aspect of Ed's

Im not 100% sure on the abbreviations, But ill try my best :P

Height: 5'6.5
CW: 114lbs
GW: 95
*Need to loose almost 20lbs   :|
-Working on: SELF CONTROLL


*Does anyone ever wake up, and think.. OK IM NOT GOING TO EAT TODAY, and when u get up in the morning you are so skinny, you look perfect and for a few minutes you are actually happy thinking maybe your on the right track. Then you go to the kitchen, and the family has breakfast for you.. You think, One bite will be Ok.. After eating a whole plate you have a huge gut and want to die. You throw on the baggiest clothes you can find and start your day. Eating nothing because you manage to keep yourself busy (although youv been thinking about the foot sitting at home, or the grocery store down the street all day)  When you get home, you are proud of yourself for not eating alll day, with the exceptipon of the Huge breakfast you try to forget. Then your all alone, nothing to do but think of food.. And you do it again-

That has been me for about 5 years now... Its taking over my life..

-I know it is pretty long and detailed, especially for a first post.. But i really had to get that out, i have never had support before, or people to turn to about my problems
thanks
 

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[Tuesday, September 26th, 2006 @ 12:14am]

kerx4xana
 

Anybody living in the republic of Ireland ere?!

If so wana Swap Numbers 4 support?!

Fill owt dis in a comment if ye do kay xx

Name:
Age:
E-mail:
Location:

Plz Do Kay!! xx

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[Thursday, September 6th, 2007 @ 5:33pm]

kerx4xana
[ mood | grumpy ]

Im New<3

Height:5ft 3?!
Current weight:114
Highest weight:119
Lowest weight:109
Goals:Double digits
Ultimate goal weight:85-95 wud be nice
How long have you had a ed?:Roughly 9 mths
Type of ed:Anorexia

x..[["KaB"]]..x

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[Saturday, February 17th, 2007 @ 2:33pm]

felixz_babyqirl
hi im new here =)

Tessa
5'2
CW:149
LW:90
HW:150
GW:97
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hope these help girls =) [Saturday, February 17th, 2007 @ 12:02pm]

felixz_babyqirl
[ mood | cheerful ]

01. You will be FAT if you eat today, just put it off one more day.

02. You don't NEED food.

03. Fat people can't fit everywhere.

04. Guys will be able to pick you up without struggling.

05. You'll be able to run faster without all that extra weight holding you back.

06. People will remember you as "the beautiful thin one".

07. If someone has to describe you, they'll say "oh she weighs like 90, 100 lbs".

08. Guys will want to get to know you, not laugh at you and walk away.

09. Starving is an example of excellent willpower.

10. You will be able to see your beautiful, beautiful bones.

11. Bones are clean and pure. Fat is dirty and hangs on your bones like a parasite.

12. If you eat then you'll look like those disgusting, fat, ghetto and trailer-trash hookers on Jerry Springer.

13. The models that everyone claims are beautiful, the spitting image of perfection, are any of them fat? NO!

14. Too many people in the world are obese.

15. People who eat are selfish and unrealistic.

16. Only fat people are attracted to fat people. Do you want pigs to like you because you are one of them.

17. Anyone can have "inner beauty" but few can earn real beauty, inside as well as out.

18. You'll be able to move as quietly and skillfully as a spider.

19. Only thin people are graceful.

20. If you slap a fat person you can see a shockwave ripple over their skin. That's disgusting.

21. Do you want people to say "for gods sake get off me you're crushing me!!!" or "you are sooo light" ???

22. Underweight aka perfect body.

23. Ballerina? or beanbag?

24. I want to be light enough so a helium balloon could lift me and carry me to the clouds.

25. I want to walk in the snow and leave no footprints.

26. Starve off the parts you don't need. They're ugly and they drag you down.

27. Nothing cant be fixed with hunger and weight loss.

28. Saying "no thanks" to food is saying "yes please" to THIN!!!

29. Fat people are so huge, yet people look away from them as if they don't exist.

30. The only time people do notice a fat person is when they get in the way of that beautiful thin girl walking by (ok that sounds really horrible i know.)

31. Have you ever seen a person NOT notice a walking skeleton.

32. Nothing tastes as good as thin feels.

33. Is food more important that happiness in life? I think not!

34. Eating is conforming to everyone else's expectations.

35. When you start to get dizzy and weak you're almost there.

36. Hunger is your friend and it won't betray you like food.

37. Food is mean and sneaky. It tricks you into eating it and it works on you from the inside out making you fat, bloated, ugly and unhappy.

38. Think of anorexia as your secret weapon.

39. If you can name one reason to be fat, I'll name a million and one to be thin.

40. Thin people look good in ANY kind of clothes.

41. Food rots your teeth.

42. Puffy cheeks, double chins and thick ankles-- aren't attractive.

43. Fatty areas stretch and sag as you get older.

44. Ever seen the arms of a fat person wave hello or goodbye?

45. Eating little to nothing saves you money!

46. The average (middle class) American wastes OVER $8,000 a year on FOOD ALONE...it goes in one end and out the other. That sure is a lot of fat! No wonder so many Americans are obese and overweight!

47. Fat people make their country look bad.

48. Big people sweat more and they smell bad.

49. Fat people die earlier.

50. You'll be the envy of all the other girls.

51. All of the guys will want you.

52. You're less likely to get food poisoning.

53. You won't be exposed to all the chemicals and pesticides they put in food today.

54. You won't get sweaty on hot days.

55. The word fat will only apply to you in a sarcastic way.

56. No one wants to see a fat person dance.

57. Beauty Queen? or Dairy Queen?

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[Sunday, February 6th, 2005 @ 2:53pm]

porcelain_truth
[ mood | blank ]

i appoligizeCollapse )

i'm posting this in multiple communities because i feel that i owe it to those i've befriended in each of the commnities i've joined.

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[Wednesday, October 6th, 2004 @ 9:49pm]

singingseagulls
[ mood | accomplished ]


I consumed exactly 13.2 calories today.
Go.
Me.
Go.
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